My June '11 Appointment with the Immunologist

In June of 2011 I had an appointment with my immunologist. After much discussion, we decided to stop my IVIG infusions (at least temporarily) due to the fact that they were so negatively impacting my quality of life. Even after switching to Gammagard S/D as a weekly sub-Q treatment, I would still lose 2 days every week recuperating from my infusions. I was working full-time and switched my schedule to 10-hr days so I could have every Friday off to accommodate my 8-hr infusions. Every Saturday was spent in bed recuperating, and by Sunday I'd be able to walk around and have a less-intense headache than Saturday...basically every weekend sucked. To make matters worse, in order to keep the side effects minimal, I was on oral steroids the day of my infusion and the day after, and those steroids significantly impacted my mood and many aspects of my life. All-in-all, I was pretty miserable and often thought that I couldn't face a lifetime of infusions every week.

So we stopped the infusions and my Dr put me on daily prophylactic antibiotics. I now take 250 mg of Ceftin every day. It seems to work as well as the infusions at preventing infections. I'm getting sick at the same rate (about once a month), and when I'm not sick I feel pretty darn good (comparatively). I was afraid that my energy would drop off, but instead it's increased significantly. The combination being off of the Trileptal (which may have caused the CVID) and being off of my infusions also accommodates that nearly-impossible goal that will allow me to find out whether I was born with CVID or whether I had the right genetic makeup for Trileptal to trigger it in me. It will be good to know.

It's Been Awhile...

I haven't added anything here for a long time, and for that I apologize. I guess I've been kind of scared about my treatments and got down in the dumps over it. Things have improved tremendously though, so I think it's about time I posted an update.

I kept having a lot of bad reactions to my treatments and my doctors kept telling me that if I didn't improve, they would have to take me off of all IgG therapy and put me on prophylactic antibiotics. What scared me about that is that I already have significant lung damage from all the infections I've had over the years and prophylactic antibiotics are less effective at treating CVID than IgG therapy. In addition, I tend to develop allergies to antibiotics quickly, and there are already many that I can't take either because they quit working for me, or I suddenly developed an allergy to them. I think we've finally come up with a solution that is working though, and my infusions have been going much better with fewer side effects.

I now take 20 mg of Prednisone the day of my treatment (an hour or so before I start it), and then another 20 mg of Prednisone the day after my treatment. If I take that and make sure to hydrate well, I tend to not have many reactions, and those that I do have are minor. The only exception to that seems to be if I forget to take my second Prednisone, then about 24 hours after the treatment I will start having trouble breathing.

The good news though is that I'm recovering more quickly from my infusions too. It used to be that I would feel exhausted and sick for the whole week between infusions, but now I feel weak the day after my treatment, but by the second day after, I feel pretty good! I've actually started looking forward to my infusions because I know they will help me feel better!

Today I forgot to take my second Prednisone, and so I'm having breathing trouble now. I was trying to figure out what was causing the chest tightness, then suddenly realized I hadn't taken the other pill. I need to make sure I put it in my pill container for the next day.

Eighth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion today, and overall it went pretty smoothly. I tried new areas and shorter needles today, and 1 site leaked during the infusion. I also vomited again before starting the infusion and I'm starting to think that's due to a combination of migraine with mild nausea, PMS and a reaction to the first needle hurting and maybe a bit of anxiety just to make things fun. Both times that I vomited were about 5 minutes or less after having the first needle was put in and it hurting. I don't know why that would be a factor, I mean, I don't faint or throw up when I get my blood drawn or IVs, so why should this be different? I also don't vomit every time a needle hurts. It doesn't make sense that it's just anxiety, but perhaps a combination of all of the above just makes a bad mix. I've also started hydrating with 50% Gatorade and 50% smart water in case the Gatorade has been contributing to my nausea.

I had to put the needles in a place other than my thighs today because I have a rash all over them from last Friday's infusion. This time I chose the love-handle area and my lower back. I couldn't see to put the needles in so my mom had to do most of them. I took a nap and laid on some of the needles (they didn't hurt since they're the 6mm ones) and the one with the most pressure leaked onto my sheets. I have what looks like a water stain on my sheets and I hope it will wash out. I finally just clamped off that one site for most of the infusion since it wouldn't stop leaking. None of the other sites leaked. Although none of the needles were in my stomach area, my belly still bloated from the infusion. The needle sites aren't painful now, but I'll have to see how they are tomorrow. I hope the rash on my legs goes away soon because I really prefer my thighs....I wonder how the calves would be?

I'm doing pretty well. My pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg of prednisone when I first eat tomorrow rather than tonight, so that might prevent the back-lash reaction that I seem to get the day after my infusion. I'm going to give that a shot...she also said I could try 10 tomorrow and 10 the next day...we'll see how tomorrow goes.

Update...
Thursday, 12/30/10

I didn't have any bad reactions the next day, and I've come to the conclusion that the pharmacist was right about the Prednisone causing a backlash reaction. The Prednisone affects my mood and makes me irritable, but it's better than migraines, breathing trouble, and rashes. I felt pretty good during the week and was able to have a nice Christmas. I think we are finally on the right track! :D

Bad Reaction...but to what?

I did my infusion yesterday and finished about 11:00 PM. Today I felt ok other than exhaustion and a headache...until about 2 hours ago (8:00) PM. Suddenly I started swelling all over my body and having breathing trouble. I'm afraid it's from the treatment, but hoping it was just a food reaction rather than to the treatment. I took 2 Benadryl and my breathing has improved somewhat, but I'm still swollen enough that my fingers feel stiff, and still a bit short of breath. I know I probably should do the epi-pen and 911 thing, but I'm afraid that the epi-pen will trigger seizures. I keep monitoring my breathing with my peak flow meter and even with the feeling of shortness of breath, I'm blowing over 400 on it (which is good). My tongue isn't swollen either.

I didn't eat anything that unusual today, except some home-made oatmeal/coconut/chocolate cookies that my mom put some milk in. I'm allergic to milk, but have never had this kind of reaction to it before. That was the most recent thing that I ate before the reaction, and the reaction came on very suddenly. I also had some spaghetti with fresh basil on it from my mom's plant, and while that's not something I have all the time, it's still frequent enough that I didn't think twice about it. I had that about an hour before I noticed the reaction.

The only other time I've had a reaction like this to something was to shellfish, and it was similar except this time I don't feel like my tongue's swollen. I'm wondering whether there's shellfish in the cat food.

Will post more later...

False Alarm?

Sunday, 11/19/10 2:00 PM

So...I ended up not going to the hospital, but took an additional 2 Benadryl and was finally able to sleep despite the fact that I was really scared. I feel a lot better this morning, and I realized that the Prednisone could have made me puffy instead of it having been an anaphylactic-type reaction. I know, I'm an idiot for not going to the hospital because they could have at least confirmed whether it was anaphylaxis or not, but I was afraid to go because I was scared I'd catch something. Silly huh?

I took my blood pressure when I was going through all of that and it was 140/89 which is very high for me, but it made me more comfortable to sleep because one of the danger signs of anaphylaxis is low blood pressure in addition to the other signs. It made me realize that maybe something else was going on and I calmed down. This morning I asked my mom whether I'd been puffy earlier in the day before I went to get her and she said my face was definitely puffy. That's another reason I think it was the prednisone. Also, I never felt like my throat or my tongue were swollen, and I think the prednisone explains that. 

I feel like a fool for getting so scared and putting my mom through hours of worry, but it was scary and I've had the swelling thing before with my tongue and throat swollen from an allergic reaction. I should have remembered that prednisone makes my face look puffy too though and calmed down when I realized my tongue and throat weren't swollen.

I do have a rash where the Tagaderm patches were, and that's something new. I took picture to show the doctors if they want to see them. 

So confusing...too many variables...

Update...

Monday, 12/20/2010 10:00 AM

I tried to call my doctor but they are out of the office until January...I guess that's the drawback of a teaching hospital. When I couldn't reach anyone there I called Accredo and spoke to both the head nurse and the pharmacist. They were both of the opinion that it probably was the prednisone causing the swelling because I didn't have a swollen throat or tongue. The pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg the day of my infusion and then try either taking 10 mg the next day and 10 the day after that, or 20 the day of and 20 the next day. She said she's noticed a pattern to me having breathing trouble about 24 hours after the infusion and believes it to be a backlash reaction from the prednisone suppressing everything. She said missing a few weeks of my infusion wouldn't kill me if I'd rather wait to talk to my doctor. I truly think that's what it was though. 

7th Gammagard Infusion...An Odd...One

So I had my 7th infusion today and something very odd happened. After the needles had been in for about an hour I noticed blood under the adhesive. It wasn't a lot, but enough to soak all the way out and stain my clothes after about 10 minutes. I called my nurse to find out what to do as I'd never encountered that before. I did check the sites before starting the infusion so I knew that it wasn't in a vein.

My nurse told me to clamp off the tube and apply pressure to the site (which freaked me out a bit since that seems that it would mean pushing the needle in even further). I applied pressure directly next to the needle and after about another 20 minutes or so I could tell that the blood was starting to coagulate and look darker, I'm not sure when the bleeding actually stopped though. After about 30 minutes I unclamped the tube again and let it run.

During the infusion I had more shortness of breath and tight-chested feeling than I did the previous time. I took my inhaler a lot, and ended up getting the jitters. This time I'd taken 20mg of Prednisone and 2 extra strength Tylenol ahead of time, but forgot to take the 50mg of Benadryl until the infusion had been going for at least 30 minutes. I forgot to take my inhaler for about an hour.

This infusion only took 6.5 hours because I made a point of paying attention to the syringe-change time. I wish I'd noted the correct time in my log so I'd know exactly how long it took, but I was very tired today (I've had trouble sleeping since Monday night), and I just absentmindedly jotted down 4:00 PM, but it may have been as late as 4:15.

I took another 2 Tylenol about 3.5 hours into the infusion, as I felt a headache trying to start. I took another 2 Benadryl at about 11:30 (after the infusion), and I'd taken the 2nd prednisone around 9:00. The prednisone is kind of touchy, as I need to take it with food, but I'm supposed to take it 1 hour before and one hour after. Instead I take it with lunch (or whatever meal I have as I'm getting things set up), then if dinner seems too close to the start time, I have a good-sized snack later. Tonight I had 2 snacks: a bowl of uncooked oatmeal with chocolate milk (yummy...you should try it), and some leftover spaghetti about 3 hours later. It's abnormal for me to get that hungry that soon after eating something substantial, so I think the prednisone is increasing my appetite. 

The infusion ended at about 10:30 PM, and it's now nearly 3:30 AM. I'm tired and I hope that I'll be able to sleep through the night. That's doubtful though since I drank over 100 Oz of fluids today and will probably wake up for the bathroom a lot.

Sixth Gammagard Infusion

I've had kind of a rough week, so I'm behind on writing about this. It's actually exactly a week later and I'm doing my 7th infusion right now, but I'll post about this one separately.

My 6th infusion went very smoothly. The whole thing took 7 hours, but I made it through the infusion with only 50mg of Benadryl as well as the 20 mg Prednisone, inhaler, and Tylenol. As usual I had insomnia after the infusion. I'm still not sure whether the insomnia is caused by the infusion itself or the steroids or both. I know steroids can cause it, but I think the infusion itself does too. I took 20 more mg of Prednisone towards the end of the infusion too.

I noticed a slight headache (if I remember correctly) towards the end of the infusion, so I took some extra Tylenol later. The next day (Saturday) I woke up feeling tired and weak, but not to the point that I've come to expect. It was much milder overall, and I was actually able to have a weekend where I felt almost like a normal person!

Appointment with Immunologist

Last week I saw Dr. Lewis at Stanford again and he gave me the results of all the tests that they ran last time. IMy IgA was undetectable, IgM was up, and IgG is now over 1500! They said they don't want it to go higher. I responded well to Diptheria, Tetanus, Pertussis, and had normal results for Tuberculosis.

Dr Nelson, the Fellow who works with me most, said that they might run the IgA antibody test on me, at least, I think that's what she said. At first I thought she meant they'd run a test on me to see if I'm allergic to IgG, which she said I could be since I'm having so many reactions to my treatments, so I'm really not certain what test they mean to run.

Dr Lewis recommended various specialists for me who at least know him, and hopefully are familiar with CVID too.

We discussed ways to deal with my treatments, and for now we're going to continue as is with taking my asthma medicine regularly, taking my rescue inhaler 20 minutes before treatment and again 4 hours later, taking 2 prednisone, 2 Tylenol, and 2 Benadryl. I get exhausted just writing about it. ;) He also recommended that I start pushing hydration, even harder than I normally would for an infusion, starting the day before and continuing for 2 days afterward.

If those suggestions don't work, then they will add in using my nebulizer before/during treatment, and that would mean I'd also have to take Clonazepam to stave off seizures. What fun! I'm hoping and praying that it won't come to that. If that doesn't work, then they'll move on to about 20ml treatments / day probably for 5 days of the week. If I still have problems with that, then they will take me off of Ig therapy and put me on prophylactic antibiotics.

So, now that I know all the possibilities, I'm more coming to terms with my fears over the worst case scenario. Dr Lewis thinks that I should adapt to the current treatment and that the realistic worst it will be for me is to add in the nebulizer. That's much more acceptable to me than trying to wing it with antibiotics.

Here are some of the questions I asked while I was there:

Question: Can I eat sushi safely?

Answer: Yes, although eating exclusively saltwater sushi is safest, and salmon is the most dangerous.

Question: What wording should I use on my medic-alert bracelet?

Answer: IgA deficient with CVID

Question: What is IgM?

Answer: IgM is the body's first line of defense against infection, but IgG covers for it.

Question: IgA is for protecting our eyes, mouths, and mucus membranes from bacteria/viruses, do I need to be extra cautious of infection in those places due to not having IgA?

Answer: IgG will protect those places also

Dr Lewis told me that many of his CVID patients get daily migraines, and also migraines that precipitate IVIG. He recommended a drug called Diamox, but when I mentioned it to my neurologist the neurologist said that Diamox is for brain swelling, and gave me Verapamil instead. Apparently Verapamil is good for neurologic migraines.

Gammagard 5 (almost sounds like a band name)

I had my fifth Gammagard infusion yesterday. It went pretty well, and there was no vomiting this time. We got off to a late start with it, and so the infusion didn't start 'til 6:00 PM, then I spaced out on changing the syringe halfway through, and so the infusion didn't end until 2:00 AM. I think I need to set a timer for changing it.

I took my benadryl at the very start of the infusion. That's the best way that I can insure that my brain won't be foggy when I'm setting everything up. I'm a small person, and 50mg of benadryl is mentally overwhelming for me. I have a hard time following a plot on a tv show on 50mg of benadryl, let alone giving myself an infusion!

This time though, my boyfriend put all the needles in me. He's squeamish about needles, but does it to make it easier for me. I very much appreciate it, as it relieves a lot of my stress.

I had some breathing trouble during the infusion, but it was very slight and I took my rescue inhaler at the start and every 4 hours during until I went to bed. I also took another 2 benadryl and 2 tylenol 4 hours into it.

Today I feel weak and tired, but after 4 benadryl yesterday, I'm really not surprised by that. I'm continuing to hydrate well, and don't have much pain other than waking up with a headache that more tylenol seemed to help. I've pretty much spent the day in bed.

I'm continuing to hope that my infusions will get better and easier and I'll start needing less medication during them. 

Thanksgiving and my Fourth Gammagard Infusion

On Thanksgiving Day I had 2 asthma attacks and a migraine. I was doing ok, but the candles at dinner, smoke on people's clothing and perfume all served to aggravate my breathing and I ended up having a very embarrassing (all public attacks embarrass me) asthma attack in front of my boyfriend's family. They were great about it, and helped me get some tea and water (tea helps loosen my chest), and were very considerate and kind about everything. I just hate being the center of attention like that, especially when I don't know people that well. I took 2 Benadryl, had extra caffeine in the hot tea, and took my inhaler probably about 3-4 times.

Then we went to my home for dinner #2 with my mom. I was doing better and pretty much held my breath from the car to the house because of all the chimney smoke in the air (I was wearing a mask too). I sat up in bed to recuperate from the attack until dinner was ready. I felt hungry but exhausted and nauseous. When dinner was ready I was so nauseous I could hardly eat despite feeling hungry, and I had a migraine on top of it. I took some Tylenol for the migraine. On the way back to my boyfriend's house, when he put the car's heater on defrost the smoke sucked into the car, which triggered attack #2. Luckily it wasn't as bad as the first one.

The Infusion

Friday morning I woke up with the headache, but it wasn't as bad as the night before. I got ready to start my infusion and had just put the first needle in when I started vomiting violently and came very close to fainting. I was so sick that I thought I'd have to go to the hospital. My vision became completely obscured by what looked like snowflakes, and I wasn't able to focus for probably close to 5 minutes. My boyfriend got me a Zofran, and totally took care of me; about 10 minutes after that I felt better. I don't know why I threw up, but I do know it wasn't related to my infusion. I had to teach my boyfriend how to do my infusion because I was not functioning very well; he put most of the needles in for me. I had taken a prednisone about 40 minutes to an hour before I vomited, and I was hoping that I'd have enough in my system to keep me from reacting to the infusion. I also took my inhaler, along with the 2 Benadryl and 2 Tylenol as premeds. Once again I put the 60 ml/hr tubing in series with the 120 ml/hr, and the infusion lasted for a total of 6 hours. I had some swelling and pinching at the injection sites, but never enough that I had to turn the pump off. I didn't have any breathing problems either! I took my inhaler again 4 hours into the infusion, and I had a very slight tightness in my chest at the very end and took my inhaler once more. Overall, I felt that the infusion was very successful! :)

The Next Day

Today I woke up feeling very weak and shaky. I had trouble sleeping last night after the 2nd prednisone and ended up taking 2 Benadryl again to help me sleep and prevent reactions during the night. I eventually fell asleep about 4:00 AM and slept fitfully til noon. My chest hurts a lot. It hurts to breathe deeply or laugh or cough, but I'm hoping that's just from the vomiting yesterday, and not my lungs. I'm eating very cautiously and very small meals because I want to avoid a recurrence of yesterday. I'm still in bed because I feel so weak, but I don't have a migraine, and the shortness of breath I've had seems more related to the chest pain rather than asthma.

Visit to my Neurologist

The week  following  the infusion I was able to see my neurologist about the temporary blindness that happened after I vomited. He believes that the blindness was caused by a migraine and put me on a blood pressure medication called Verapamil to help relieve the pressure in my head. He said that there's a migraine specialist who he knows at UCSF who treats neurological migraines (ones with strange things like blindness, numbness, the room spinning, etc) with the short-acting form of it, so I have to take it 3 times a day. The medication seems to be helping because I've been having fewer headaches. 

Doctors and Insurance Companies

Yesterday I was chatting with a friend who has been fighting with her insurance company for a year to try to get coverage for infusions, and she told me that they had finally agreed to cover her for a year!!! I'm so happy for her because she's been so sick for so long, and constantly had trouble finding doctors who would help her. It shocks me that so many members in my favorite support group have had doctors refuse to treat them once they found out that the person had CVID! Makes me think they swore a hypocritical oath rather than the Hippocratic oath! Sometimes these doctors will admit that the case is too complicated for them...but don't they consider referrals at least??? I mean, we CVID patients are desperately seeking relief from pain, gastrointestinal problems, breathing problems, skin problems and doctors just say "You're too complicated, get out of my office!"? What's wrong with this system?

First Solo Infusion of Gammagard S/D!

The people at Accredo were great and sent me tubing to help slow down my infusion rate, so I expected things to be much better.

I made some rookie mistakes this time:

• Took my premeds 20 minutes after adding the saline to the powder. By the time I was ready to put the needles in I was pretty dopey from the Benadryl. It took 2 hours for the powder to dissolve completely, and another hour for me to get the needles in. Next time I need to take my premeds when I'm ready to start hooking up the needles.
• My nurses had suggested that I clamp off all needles but 1 to prime them, so I tried that this time. I primed 1 needle and put it in. Then I primed the next one, forgetting to clamp off the needle that was in me before pushing on the syringe. It hurt quite a bit to get the medication in at that rate, so I learned my lesson quickly. Probably wouldn't have done that if I hadn't been loopy from 50mg of Benadryl.

Throughout the infusion I had pinching and swelling at the infusion sites that I hadn't clamped off during priming, and had to turn the pump off twice for 15-minute breaks to allow the medication to absorb. It took me 3 hours from the time I started mixing the Gammagard S/D until I started the infusion, then the infusion itself took 5 hours due to using 60ml/hr tubing and taking breaks.

Because I'd taken 2 Benadryl 2.5 hours before starting the infusion, I took another 2 Benadryl 4 hours later and really struggled to stay awake long enough to swap out my syringes in the pump. After another couple of hours I had a slight fever (99 degrees, but my normal temp is 97-ish), headache, and was starting to feel achy in my lower back, so I took 2 more Tylenol.

After the infusion was over I felt a migraine trying to start at the base of my skull. I didn't want to take any more Tylenol, but I took 2 Aleve (not supposed to because of my stomach) and a Clonazepam to help relax my muscles.

Next Day...
This morning I woke up with a migraine threatening (not too bad though, I was still able to work). I took 2 Tylenol without it helping much, and took to Ibuprofen after a few hours when I wasn't getting much relief. I finally called my chiropractor and he was able to help a lot by massaging at the base of my skull and my shoulders and neck. I've been tired all day and worked on my laptop in bed because I didn't really feel energetic enough to sit at my desk all day. Nevertheless, I think this is the best drug for me of any that I've tried so far. My reactions to Carimmune and Hizentra were pretty bad, with the Hizentra being worlds better than the Carimmune. I really believe that my non-existent IgA is a huge factor in how they affected me.

Update

The specialist called and told me that they've started the process of authorizing the switch from Hizentra to Gammaguard SD with my insurance company. They are planning to have me start at one treatment a week. She also said that the specialty pharmacy (Accredo) said that if my insurance is cooperative then I could be transitioned in a as little as a few days. I'm planning to just skip treatment this Friday since even if it all gets approved this week, they won't be able to get the supplies to me in time.

If my insurance company causes problems or drags their heels too long, I might have to go back to doing Hizentra, but the doctor said that they'd give me steroids so I could get through it without a reaction. I really hope that doesn't happen! Wish me luck people! :)

Even though it's now days after my last infusion, my legs where I inserted the needles are still very itchy, and I'm getting a rash there. Last night the sites were lumpy, not from a build-up of medication this time, but from the rash.

Hizentra Reactions

I did my 4th Hizentra treatment on Friday, and I think it will be my last one. Despite taking 2 Benadryl in advance, I started itching all over my body and having breathing problems within about 20 minutes of starting my infusion. 

The bright note of my infusion was that I did it in the outside of my leg...on my thigh, about half-way between my hip and knee. the swelling was minimal, and went out about 2". Today (Sunday) it's itchy and sore, but better than on my stomach. My stomach tends to bloat and get really painful afterwards, but I haven't experienced that with my legs.

The specialist from Stanford called to say that my IgA is below 6--which is virtually 0, and when I'd had my appointment there he said that if my IgA is that low I could be building antibodies to IgA. Anyway, they believe that my low IgA is what's causing my reactions to Hizentra and Carimmune. I think I will stop taking the Hizentra until they can get my insurance to approve the switch to Gammaguard SD.

Two Days After Third Hizentra Treatment

For the Third treatment I took 2 Benadryl as recommended by the specialist, and also took 1 Tylenol. By the next morning all of the swelling in my belly was gone and I only had 1 tiny knot. I was so excited because that was so much better than the previous 2 treatments! I felt like I had some energy and got up, showered, and went about my day. By about 4:00 PM I felt really tired, and my belly had swollen up again and was starting to hurt. I put ice on it, and it really didn't seem to help other than soothing the itching. Knots started forming at the injection sites, and increased in size and pain until they were about 1.5" in diameter. Only 1 site did not develop knots, and I have no idea why that is. I wonder whether the ice contributed to the knots forming, or if my jeans irritated my stomach and caused them? I have no idea...

I realized that I probably should have taken more Benadryl the night of my infusion, that might have prevented the swelling and itching the next afternoon.

The First Day After My First SubQ Treatment

I woke up with a splitting headache (migraine really) that seemed to reach from the base of my skull all the way up to my forehead. At first I didn't even want to try moving because I was afraid that the room would start spinning. I rolled over in bed and tried to go back to sleep but when I closed my eyes I would see what appeared be dim red lights throbbing, so I knew if I kept my eyes closed that would make me sick. I let myself wake up slowly, and after a few minutes had to get up to go to the bathroom. Luckily, the room didn't spin too much, but I kept hearing a high-pitched ringing that made my head hurt more.

I got back in bed and mom made me an iced tea to get some caffeine into my system, and also brought me some food so I could take some painkillers. I took a fioricet (prescription medication for migraines) and also took a medication for nausea.

I thought the knots had disappeared last night, but they're still there if a little smaller, and are still sore to the touch.


Hours After Waking...
I still have the headache, although it is less intense than when I first woke up, and the knots are still there and sore, but most of them are about half the size they were yesterday. I am also fatigued. Despite these side effects, It is not as bad as the first however-many IVIG infusions I'd had before realizing what a huge factor infusion speed is in how I feel afterwards. If I can get the side effects under control for this, I think it could really work for me. I still think it might be a good fit for me. :D

Ninth IVIG Treatment

This isn't supposed to be a stressful day for me...at least, not in my book. The nurses have been hassling me about increasing the rate to 75 then 100 because they close up shop at 6:00. Because I didn't want to do it, they called my doctor and apparently my doctor is not in the office today so one of her colleagues who has never seen me called and said that they should give me the choice of either increasing the rate to get my full dose or cutting me off at 5:00 pm and sending me home if I want to keep it at 50. I'm a bit upset over this. I came in 1.5 hours early this time and according to my calculations it should take 8.5 hours total for the infusion. They started it at 9:00 and close at 6:00...that means it should be done at 5:30.

I agreed to let them bump it to 75, and I'm pretty confident that it will be done by about 5:00, since last time I came in at 9:30, started at 10:30, and they increased it to 75 at 1:00 and I walked out at 5:30 that time. My big mistake this time was keeping it at 25 for an hour. I wish these nurses had a clue what impact IVIG infusions have on your body! I think we need nurses with CVID to give us our treatments! :)

My mom's really mad about the other doctor saying that they should cut me off at 5:00. She walked down to my doctor's office to see if my doctor is in. 

Oh well, I guess if this doesn't work out I may end up having my infusions at home, or at the hospital. Of the 2 I'd prefer doing it at home...as long as I had a good home nurse.

Back in the infusion center...

Mom just called and the other doctor is playing the waiting game with her...telling her he'll be out to talk to her in 10 minutes and not showing up. I told her to just come back because there's no point in her getting upset in dealing with him. To be honest I think I can handle 75, I just really wanted to try an all-50 infusion to see how good I feel. I start working full time on Monday, and luckily my boss is being cool in that he'll let me work from home part-time and slowly increase my office hours. I hope it works for me.

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Mom just got back from talking to the other doctor, and he said to my mom that the nurses at the infusion center "hear what they want to hear". He asked my mom which nurse he spoke to, and she gave the name. Apparently at that, he just said "aha, I know. She rushes people all of the time". He called back and told them to not go above 75 and to give me until 5:30.

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At 5:30 on the dot my infusion was down to the last trickles, and the same nurse who'd been giving me the stress was flicking the tubes to make sure I got every drop, so at least I did get the full infusion. I might go with the day admit at a hospital option for my infusions, it would be worthwhile to not have to deal with all of that grief.

Update

On Saturday I nearly fainted at dinner, and I think that was related to my infusion, and again early this morning the same thing happened. I've realized that my doctor cut my hydrocortisone level in half as of these last 2 infusions, and that may be why I haven't felt very good despite the rate being slower.

Dr's Call

My Doctor just called to talk to me about my infusion. She said that my insurance company will never approve me having my infusions at a hospital, and the infusion center is bending over backwards in allowing me to have it over the course of 9 hours. She also said "Most people do it in 2 1/2 hrs" and she nixed the increasing my steroid level idea, and said I'm just going to have to "power through on this". Ugh...I hate this kind of stuff. Sometimes I feel like she's very supportive and great, and other times I feel like I'm on my own.

Eighth IVIG Treatment

IVIG #8

Saturday, July 17, 2010
Today when I walked into the infusion center at 9:30, Jane (my nurse from infusion 7) introduced me to Christina, who would be my nurse today. She assured me that she'd told Christina to keep the speed at 50 cc/hr or slower. I was happy to hear that because I'd prepared myself to argue to keep it below 75. Christina was sweet, and when she started the IV it hurt less than usual. No blown veins, and no other problems. :)

I started out watching a movie, but I got too sleepy as the benadryl kicked in and took a nap. Mom woke me up at 1:00 because she got worried that it was going so slowly that the nurses were going to give me attitude near closing time, so she asked the nurse about increasing the speed to 75 to make sure that I was done in time. That was when I learned the conversion to calculate the amount of time it takes to do an infusion.

Anyway, the nurse raised the rate to 75, and we finished at 4:55. My next infusion will be August 6th at 8:00 AM. That way if I need to keep it at 50 all day, I can! :)

The 75 rate seemed to work for me. I wasn't dopey after my nap. I finished my movie and spent some time on the computer.

After my infusion I had my mom take me to visit my brother, and we hung out with him, his girlfriend, and a few of their friends for about 3 hours. I had a really great time, and still felt good when we left. I did however, need to leave because they were smoking a lot, and it was really starting to aggravate my lungs. We then came home. My one big concession to resting today has been working on my laptop in bed rather than sitting at my desk. Anyway, it's been a great day overall, and I think I'm ready to sleep. :)

Update

Monday, July 19, 2010 

I had my infusion on Friday, and yesterday (Sunday) I went out with my boyfriend and his son to a park for a play date with other children. Being at the park was fine, except I was a little paranoid about playground germs. I tended to pace a lot because everything seemed sticky and dirty and I didn't want to touch anything. As a result, I probably expended more energy walking around there than I should have and thoroughly exhausted myself. I'd thought that it would be no big deal to go on such a simple outing since I'd had a day to rest, and the infusion had gone smoothly, but I really over-estimated my abilities. Due to the circumstances I was stuck with walking around and sitting when I had to until my boyfriend was able to take me home a few hours later. By that point I was so exhausted that I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep. I just wanted to do something normal with people that I care about, and that was too much. I know I wasn't fun to be around either.

Another infection and my doctor visit today
Friday, July 30, 2010

I have been so exhausted lately, both emotionally and physically, and for at least the last 3 weeks. I went to my doctor today because I have a sore in my mouth that I knew last night was infected (I still have my wisdom teeth and I'd bitten the inside of my cheek with it), and my sinuses have been stinging for days along with headaches. Anyway, I have the beginnings of a bladder infection, sinus infection, and possibly the beginning of pleurisy. Because I rinsed my mouth with hydrogen peroxide last night and this morning, she said that the sore is not infected, so I'm just going to keep using the hydrogen peroxide on that. She gave me a prescription of Levaquin for the sinus/bladder infection, and I hope it will take care of pleurisy too if that's really what's happening.

We talked about whether it would be wise to have my wisdom teeth removed (no pun intended) because I bite myself a lot, and she said that it's really up to me, but I should have it done while I'm on antibiotics if I want them removed. I'd do it during this round of antibiotics, but I also need to do it soon after an IVIG treatment. I might put it off another 6-mos or year, I mean, I've been putting up with this since I was 17 or so, what's another year?

We also discussed a referral to see Dr. David B. Lewis at Stanford, and it turns out that she knows him! She said she was happy to refer me to him and that I should have someone really knowledgeable treat me, and she even told me that if I want to transfer my care to him that I shouldn't worry about hurting her feelings. I thought that was really sweet, because I was worried about that even for asking for a referral. However, I think that seeing him as my regular CVID doctor would probably be cost-prohibitive especially because he's out of network. I expect that I will keep him as an annual visit kind of doctor or every 6 months. Still, it will be awesome to see someone who's focus of study is primary immune diseases! :)

Sixth IVIG Treatment

IVIG #6

Today I had my 6th treatment, and it went so much better than the previous 5! I'd gone into the infusion center on Monday and spoke to the charge nurse about how the last treatment caused me so many problems, and I didn't think that she would be very helpful as her response was "we can only slow it down if your doctor orders us to". When I walked in today I was dismayed to see that she was my assigned nurse, but she said "don't worry, I know what's going on, we'll take it nice and slow today". She started me at 25 cc/hr, and then increased to 50, then 75, and 100 at 15-minute(?) intervals. She told all of the other nurses to not take me up higher than 100! I don't know how it worked, but I was out of there at 2:30 after going through my usual 24g of IVIG, which is the same time that I get done when they take me to 175. I was much less dopey than normal too, despite having all of the normal premeds. I don't know whether the caffeine that I had early on caused that or whether it was simply that the infusion wasn't as overwhelming as usual. I feel almost normal right now, and I'm excited with hope that it might get easier for me to handle this and go back to work full-time! Here's a little tid-bit that the nurse told me about IVIG. She said that every brand has differences that impact the speed at which it can be safely administered. Some brands are highly concentrated, and therefore have to be administered at a much slower rate; whereas my brand is highly diluted and is generally well-tolerated at higher speeds. I guess when we compare speeds, we should also take concentration into account. I'm not sure where to find that information out but the one that they give me is called Carimune NF, and is the only brand currently available at my infusion center.


Update
Monday, June 7, 2010
I've been on Prednisone for about 6 days now...maybe a little longer, and am having some problems with side-effects. My doctor only gave me 20mg/day for 4 days, 15mg/2 days, 10mg/2 days, and 5 mg for 1 day. I'm about to transition to 10mg starting tomorrow. I feel like I've had too much coffee, feel very shaky, and have been having a lot of trouble sleeping at night. I'm trying to make a point to take extra calcium while I'm on it. The rash is clearing up finally, at least. I saw the dermatologist, and she agreed that it is eczema, but that it was triggered by my infusion a month ago (5/7). I'm having a 4-week break between infusions this time, so hopefully the rash will be gone by the time I have my next one on 6/25. In the meantime I've been avoiding any foods that I'm suspecting that I'm sensitive to, which is making grocery shopping and meal planning pretty awkward for my mom.

Aftereffects of Fifth IVIG Treatment...and Worst Ever!

Space Cadet

All of this week I have not been functioning! I am very spacey, making lots of typos when I write, forgetting how to spell words that I KNOW, and unable to do basic math. On top of that, I've been misreading a lot of words and also unable to focus on much of anything. On Tuesday I completely missed a dentist appointment and didn't remember it until 10:00 PM, and I also forgot all of my medication that day up until 7:00 PM. That includes seizure meds and asthma meds, and I've kind of been wondering whether I've been having some absence seizures or something and if that's why I'm so out of it. One thing I do know is that I've had hives nearly every night since my infusion and have had to take benadryl every night so I don't spend the whole night scratching. I'm sure that's at least part of the spacey problem. I saw my therapist today and mentioned that I didn't think it was due to depression, although I tend to get into a similar state when I'm very depressed, but she agreed that I don't seem depressed at all.  

I definitely want to have them slow down my infusion rate because if this is all post-treatment stuff...which I think it is in one way or another...then that's ridiculous! One person told me that she starts at 50 and increases it by 10 every 15 minutes to 150. Considering I usually have mine at 175, that sounds like a good place for me to start. I hope that it won't be a big fight with nurses to get them to slow down, but I think my doctor will back me up on it.

Fifth IVIG Infusion

I had my fifth infusion on Friday, 5/7. It went very well, and I think that perhaps the nurse must have gone through faster transitions than normal, as I was done an hour earlier than expected. I haven't had any real side-effects other than exhaustion and weakness. Neither of them were as bad as usual, yet they both seemed to last longer than they have recently. I'm not sure whether that's due to the speed of the infusion, or just the thing that every infusion is different. I know that the nurse went to a maximum speed 175, which is my normal maximum. Today (Monday), is my first day to feel strong enough to sit at the computer.