My November '11 Appointment with the Immunologist

I saw my Immunologist yesterday, and I was able to put my mind at ease over some of my concerns regarding stopping my infusions. I have been worried that I had no antibodies to the kinds of diseases that children get immunized for, and my immunologist showed me my most recent test results (2 months after stopping infusions),  and said that I have antibodies to those diseases. The part that I'm lacking is in defense against pneumonia-causing organisms like mycoplasma and other nasty things like that. He said that it's actually pretty common for CVID patients to have antibodies to most other diseases and just be lacking in defense against pneumonia. That really puts my mind at ease.

The one thing I forgot to ask him about is my hair falling out. I am a woman with long straight hair, and I wash it, condition it, and comb it. Lately it's been falling out by handfuls. I'm getting concerned and don't know whether it's CVID related. However, there are quite a few people in my support group who have the same issue.

I have now been off of my infusions for 6 months and off of Trileptal for 4 months, so yesterday they did some bloodwork to determine whether my antibodies are recovering now that I'm off of the Trileptal. I should know the answer in a few weeks! It would be so amazing and wonderful if I could recover and not have CVID. Of course, I may still be IgA deficient after this, but that would still be better than full-blown CVID!

On the downside, I'm on my 3rd round of antibiotics (in addition to the prophylactic ones) to kick what I believe is pneumonia. Originally I was sick for 4 or 5 days and seemed to recover on my own. I thought it was a good sign. Then about a week later I realized that I had not only a sinus infection but that it was moving into my lungs. I called for antibiotics, and they told me to take triple my normal dosage for 4-5 days then call to let them know how I was doing. I called on the specified day, and since I seemed to be feeling better and hadn't heard from them, I dropped back down to my maintenance dose the next day. That night I went to bed early and woke up about 9:00 PM with significant chest congestion. I made myself some hot lemonade to help loosen my chest up, and went back to bed. When I woke up the next morning I was so sick and so weak that I had difficulty walking just the few feet to my bathroom. I called the Dr back and they said to take double my normal prescription twice daily for 3 weeks (that was a week ago). I've done that, and have felt my strength returning, but I'm still so weak that I need a wheelchair rather than walking any distance. When I saw my Dr yesterday he believed that I could well have had pneumonia, said I was very pale, and put me on a 3-week course of Cipro. He said it's good at fighting all the nasty little beasties that cause pneumonia.

I started the Cipro today, so hopefully I'll feel much better in a few days/weeks.

Ninth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion yesterday at my boyfriend's house. I wanted to do it early so that I would be able to have a glass of champagne on New Year's Eve. I found out the rough way that if I have alcohol within a day of my infusion that it will make me feel truly awful due to the dehydration that it causes.

I noticed that I was feeling a bit dizzy and anxious when we were getting ready to do the infusion, so I asked him if he felt comfortable doing the infusion if I were a bit dopey on Benadryl. I had been feeling sick and tired for the previous 2 days, and, as usual, there are too many variables to really know what was going on. I may be fighting off an illness. I noticed that I never had the anxiety issues with the Benadryl in my system and that it would calm me. I only took one so that I would still be able to coach him as needed. He was wonderful, and did all of the needles for me. Some of the needles hurt due to the Gammagard having gotten into them, but it didn't phase me. I took the 2nd Benadryl after the infusion had started and took all the regular premeds at the appropriate times. I had to take my rescue inhaler periodically during the infusion, and more Tylenol (as I had a headache that wouldn't go away, but didn't take more Benadryl. The infusion took about 7.5 hours with me closely monitoring the pump to change the syringes.

Benadryl (AKA Diphenhydramine)

Tylenol

This was the first time I used the 6mm needles in my thighs, and at first I was excited because it seemed to be so much more comfortable than the 9mm needles. I stayed awake throughout the infusion and didn't put any serious pressure on any of the needles, but about halfway through my infusion one of the sites started stinging severely. I asked my boyfriend to look at it and he noticed that the Tegaderm was lifting around the needle, and when I got to where I could sit down and look at it in good light I saw that the site was actually leaking. I tried putting a pressure bandage over the needle to stop the leaking, and it seemed to work at first, but then it started up again. I had to clamp that needle off and finish the infusion in 4 sites.

Today the sites still look white and swollen (which is unusual for my thighs), and I've come to the conclusion that I need to go back to the 9mm needles. I think that the extra stinging is due to the fact that the Gammagard wasn't getting into the fat layer but was going in between layers of my skin. With the 9mm needles I would have leaking after an infusion, but never had leaking during an infusion. I'm glad that Accredo let me try the 6mm needles without taking the 9mm needles off of my order.

I took my second Prednisone this morning and have had some irritability and gloomy thoughts today, but I seem to be breathing well and feeling relatively well. I still don't know whether I'm getting sick or not. I sincerely hope not.

Gammagard 5 (almost sounds like a band name)

I had my fifth Gammagard infusion yesterday. It went pretty well, and there was no vomiting this time. We got off to a late start with it, and so the infusion didn't start 'til 6:00 PM, then I spaced out on changing the syringe halfway through, and so the infusion didn't end until 2:00 AM. I think I need to set a timer for changing it.

I took my benadryl at the very start of the infusion. That's the best way that I can insure that my brain won't be foggy when I'm setting everything up. I'm a small person, and 50mg of benadryl is mentally overwhelming for me. I have a hard time following a plot on a tv show on 50mg of benadryl, let alone giving myself an infusion!

This time though, my boyfriend put all the needles in me. He's squeamish about needles, but does it to make it easier for me. I very much appreciate it, as it relieves a lot of my stress.

I had some breathing trouble during the infusion, but it was very slight and I took my rescue inhaler at the start and every 4 hours during until I went to bed. I also took another 2 benadryl and 2 tylenol 4 hours into it.

Today I feel weak and tired, but after 4 benadryl yesterday, I'm really not surprised by that. I'm continuing to hydrate well, and don't have much pain other than waking up with a headache that more tylenol seemed to help. I've pretty much spent the day in bed.

I'm continuing to hope that my infusions will get better and easier and I'll start needing less medication during them.