Ninth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion yesterday at my boyfriend's house. I wanted to do it early so that I would be able to have a glass of champagne on New Year's Eve. I found out the rough way that if I have alcohol within a day of my infusion that it will make me feel truly awful due to the dehydration that it causes.

I noticed that I was feeling a bit dizzy and anxious when we were getting ready to do the infusion, so I asked him if he felt comfortable doing the infusion if I were a bit dopey on Benadryl. I had been feeling sick and tired for the previous 2 days, and, as usual, there are too many variables to really know what was going on. I may be fighting off an illness. I noticed that I never had the anxiety issues with the Benadryl in my system and that it would calm me. I only took one so that I would still be able to coach him as needed. He was wonderful, and did all of the needles for me. Some of the needles hurt due to the Gammagard having gotten into them, but it didn't phase me. I took the 2nd Benadryl after the infusion had started and took all the regular premeds at the appropriate times. I had to take my rescue inhaler periodically during the infusion, and more Tylenol (as I had a headache that wouldn't go away, but didn't take more Benadryl. The infusion took about 7.5 hours with me closely monitoring the pump to change the syringes.

Benadryl (AKA Diphenhydramine)

Tylenol

This was the first time I used the 6mm needles in my thighs, and at first I was excited because it seemed to be so much more comfortable than the 9mm needles. I stayed awake throughout the infusion and didn't put any serious pressure on any of the needles, but about halfway through my infusion one of the sites started stinging severely. I asked my boyfriend to look at it and he noticed that the Tegaderm was lifting around the needle, and when I got to where I could sit down and look at it in good light I saw that the site was actually leaking. I tried putting a pressure bandage over the needle to stop the leaking, and it seemed to work at first, but then it started up again. I had to clamp that needle off and finish the infusion in 4 sites.

Today the sites still look white and swollen (which is unusual for my thighs), and I've come to the conclusion that I need to go back to the 9mm needles. I think that the extra stinging is due to the fact that the Gammagard wasn't getting into the fat layer but was going in between layers of my skin. With the 9mm needles I would have leaking after an infusion, but never had leaking during an infusion. I'm glad that Accredo let me try the 6mm needles without taking the 9mm needles off of my order.

I took my second Prednisone this morning and have had some irritability and gloomy thoughts today, but I seem to be breathing well and feeling relatively well. I still don't know whether I'm getting sick or not. I sincerely hope not.

Eighth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion today, and overall it went pretty smoothly. I tried new areas and shorter needles today, and 1 site leaked during the infusion. I also vomited again before starting the infusion and I'm starting to think that's due to a combination of migraine with mild nausea, PMS and a reaction to the first needle hurting and maybe a bit of anxiety just to make things fun. Both times that I vomited were about 5 minutes or less after having the first needle was put in and it hurting. I don't know why that would be a factor, I mean, I don't faint or throw up when I get my blood drawn or IVs, so why should this be different? I also don't vomit every time a needle hurts. It doesn't make sense that it's just anxiety, but perhaps a combination of all of the above just makes a bad mix. I've also started hydrating with 50% Gatorade and 50% smart water in case the Gatorade has been contributing to my nausea.

I had to put the needles in a place other than my thighs today because I have a rash all over them from last Friday's infusion. This time I chose the love-handle area and my lower back. I couldn't see to put the needles in so my mom had to do most of them. I took a nap and laid on some of the needles (they didn't hurt since they're the 6mm ones) and the one with the most pressure leaked onto my sheets. I have what looks like a water stain on my sheets and I hope it will wash out. I finally just clamped off that one site for most of the infusion since it wouldn't stop leaking. None of the other sites leaked. Although none of the needles were in my stomach area, my belly still bloated from the infusion. The needle sites aren't painful now, but I'll have to see how they are tomorrow. I hope the rash on my legs goes away soon because I really prefer my thighs....I wonder how the calves would be?

I'm doing pretty well. My pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg of prednisone when I first eat tomorrow rather than tonight, so that might prevent the back-lash reaction that I seem to get the day after my infusion. I'm going to give that a shot...she also said I could try 10 tomorrow and 10 the next day...we'll see how tomorrow goes.

Update...
Thursday, 12/30/10

I didn't have any bad reactions the next day, and I've come to the conclusion that the pharmacist was right about the Prednisone causing a backlash reaction. The Prednisone affects my mood and makes me irritable, but it's better than migraines, breathing trouble, and rashes. I felt pretty good during the week and was able to have a nice Christmas. I think we are finally on the right track! :D

Bad Reaction...but to what?

I did my infusion yesterday and finished about 11:00 PM. Today I felt ok other than exhaustion and a headache...until about 2 hours ago (8:00) PM. Suddenly I started swelling all over my body and having breathing trouble. I'm afraid it's from the treatment, but hoping it was just a food reaction rather than to the treatment. I took 2 Benadryl and my breathing has improved somewhat, but I'm still swollen enough that my fingers feel stiff, and still a bit short of breath. I know I probably should do the epi-pen and 911 thing, but I'm afraid that the epi-pen will trigger seizures. I keep monitoring my breathing with my peak flow meter and even with the feeling of shortness of breath, I'm blowing over 400 on it (which is good). My tongue isn't swollen either.

I didn't eat anything that unusual today, except some home-made oatmeal/coconut/chocolate cookies that my mom put some milk in. I'm allergic to milk, but have never had this kind of reaction to it before. That was the most recent thing that I ate before the reaction, and the reaction came on very suddenly. I also had some spaghetti with fresh basil on it from my mom's plant, and while that's not something I have all the time, it's still frequent enough that I didn't think twice about it. I had that about an hour before I noticed the reaction.

The only other time I've had a reaction like this to something was to shellfish, and it was similar except this time I don't feel like my tongue's swollen. I'm wondering whether there's shellfish in the cat food.

Will post more later...

False Alarm?

Sunday, 11/19/10 2:00 PM

So...I ended up not going to the hospital, but took an additional 2 Benadryl and was finally able to sleep despite the fact that I was really scared. I feel a lot better this morning, and I realized that the Prednisone could have made me puffy instead of it having been an anaphylactic-type reaction. I know, I'm an idiot for not going to the hospital because they could have at least confirmed whether it was anaphylaxis or not, but I was afraid to go because I was scared I'd catch something. Silly huh?

I took my blood pressure when I was going through all of that and it was 140/89 which is very high for me, but it made me more comfortable to sleep because one of the danger signs of anaphylaxis is low blood pressure in addition to the other signs. It made me realize that maybe something else was going on and I calmed down. This morning I asked my mom whether I'd been puffy earlier in the day before I went to get her and she said my face was definitely puffy. That's another reason I think it was the prednisone. Also, I never felt like my throat or my tongue were swollen, and I think the prednisone explains that. 

I feel like a fool for getting so scared and putting my mom through hours of worry, but it was scary and I've had the swelling thing before with my tongue and throat swollen from an allergic reaction. I should have remembered that prednisone makes my face look puffy too though and calmed down when I realized my tongue and throat weren't swollen.

I do have a rash where the Tagaderm patches were, and that's something new. I took picture to show the doctors if they want to see them. 

So confusing...too many variables...

Update...

Monday, 12/20/2010 10:00 AM

I tried to call my doctor but they are out of the office until January...I guess that's the drawback of a teaching hospital. When I couldn't reach anyone there I called Accredo and spoke to both the head nurse and the pharmacist. They were both of the opinion that it probably was the prednisone causing the swelling because I didn't have a swollen throat or tongue. The pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg the day of my infusion and then try either taking 10 mg the next day and 10 the day after that, or 20 the day of and 20 the next day. She said she's noticed a pattern to me having breathing trouble about 24 hours after the infusion and believes it to be a backlash reaction from the prednisone suppressing everything. She said missing a few weeks of my infusion wouldn't kill me if I'd rather wait to talk to my doctor. I truly think that's what it was though. 

7th Gammagard Infusion...An Odd...One

So I had my 7th infusion today and something very odd happened. After the needles had been in for about an hour I noticed blood under the adhesive. It wasn't a lot, but enough to soak all the way out and stain my clothes after about 10 minutes. I called my nurse to find out what to do as I'd never encountered that before. I did check the sites before starting the infusion so I knew that it wasn't in a vein.

My nurse told me to clamp off the tube and apply pressure to the site (which freaked me out a bit since that seems that it would mean pushing the needle in even further). I applied pressure directly next to the needle and after about another 20 minutes or so I could tell that the blood was starting to coagulate and look darker, I'm not sure when the bleeding actually stopped though. After about 30 minutes I unclamped the tube again and let it run.

During the infusion I had more shortness of breath and tight-chested feeling than I did the previous time. I took my inhaler a lot, and ended up getting the jitters. This time I'd taken 20mg of Prednisone and 2 extra strength Tylenol ahead of time, but forgot to take the 50mg of Benadryl until the infusion had been going for at least 30 minutes. I forgot to take my inhaler for about an hour.

This infusion only took 6.5 hours because I made a point of paying attention to the syringe-change time. I wish I'd noted the correct time in my log so I'd know exactly how long it took, but I was very tired today (I've had trouble sleeping since Monday night), and I just absentmindedly jotted down 4:00 PM, but it may have been as late as 4:15.

I took another 2 Tylenol about 3.5 hours into the infusion, as I felt a headache trying to start. I took another 2 Benadryl at about 11:30 (after the infusion), and I'd taken the 2nd prednisone around 9:00. The prednisone is kind of touchy, as I need to take it with food, but I'm supposed to take it 1 hour before and one hour after. Instead I take it with lunch (or whatever meal I have as I'm getting things set up), then if dinner seems too close to the start time, I have a good-sized snack later. Tonight I had 2 snacks: a bowl of uncooked oatmeal with chocolate milk (yummy...you should try it), and some leftover spaghetti about 3 hours later. It's abnormal for me to get that hungry that soon after eating something substantial, so I think the prednisone is increasing my appetite. 

The infusion ended at about 10:30 PM, and it's now nearly 3:30 AM. I'm tired and I hope that I'll be able to sleep through the night. That's doubtful though since I drank over 100 Oz of fluids today and will probably wake up for the bathroom a lot.

Sixth Gammagard Infusion

I've had kind of a rough week, so I'm behind on writing about this. It's actually exactly a week later and I'm doing my 7th infusion right now, but I'll post about this one separately.

My 6th infusion went very smoothly. The whole thing took 7 hours, but I made it through the infusion with only 50mg of Benadryl as well as the 20 mg Prednisone, inhaler, and Tylenol. As usual I had insomnia after the infusion. I'm still not sure whether the insomnia is caused by the infusion itself or the steroids or both. I know steroids can cause it, but I think the infusion itself does too. I took 20 more mg of Prednisone towards the end of the infusion too.

I noticed a slight headache (if I remember correctly) towards the end of the infusion, so I took some extra Tylenol later. The next day (Saturday) I woke up feeling tired and weak, but not to the point that I've come to expect. It was much milder overall, and I was actually able to have a weekend where I felt almost like a normal person!

Appointment with Immunologist

Last week I saw Dr. Lewis at Stanford again and he gave me the results of all the tests that they ran last time. IMy IgA was undetectable, IgM was up, and IgG is now over 1500! They said they don't want it to go higher. I responded well to Diptheria, Tetanus, Pertussis, and had normal results for Tuberculosis.

Dr Nelson, the Fellow who works with me most, said that they might run the IgA antibody test on me, at least, I think that's what she said. At first I thought she meant they'd run a test on me to see if I'm allergic to IgG, which she said I could be since I'm having so many reactions to my treatments, so I'm really not certain what test they mean to run.

Dr Lewis recommended various specialists for me who at least know him, and hopefully are familiar with CVID too.

We discussed ways to deal with my treatments, and for now we're going to continue as is with taking my asthma medicine regularly, taking my rescue inhaler 20 minutes before treatment and again 4 hours later, taking 2 prednisone, 2 Tylenol, and 2 Benadryl. I get exhausted just writing about it. ;) He also recommended that I start pushing hydration, even harder than I normally would for an infusion, starting the day before and continuing for 2 days afterward.

If those suggestions don't work, then they will add in using my nebulizer before/during treatment, and that would mean I'd also have to take Clonazepam to stave off seizures. What fun! I'm hoping and praying that it won't come to that. If that doesn't work, then they'll move on to about 20ml treatments / day probably for 5 days of the week. If I still have problems with that, then they will take me off of Ig therapy and put me on prophylactic antibiotics.

So, now that I know all the possibilities, I'm more coming to terms with my fears over the worst case scenario. Dr Lewis thinks that I should adapt to the current treatment and that the realistic worst it will be for me is to add in the nebulizer. That's much more acceptable to me than trying to wing it with antibiotics.

Here are some of the questions I asked while I was there:

Question: Can I eat sushi safely?

Answer: Yes, although eating exclusively saltwater sushi is safest, and salmon is the most dangerous.

Question: What wording should I use on my medic-alert bracelet?

Answer: IgA deficient with CVID

Question: What is IgM?

Answer: IgM is the body's first line of defense against infection, but IgG covers for it.

Question: IgA is for protecting our eyes, mouths, and mucus membranes from bacteria/viruses, do I need to be extra cautious of infection in those places due to not having IgA?

Answer: IgG will protect those places also

Dr Lewis told me that many of his CVID patients get daily migraines, and also migraines that precipitate IVIG. He recommended a drug called Diamox, but when I mentioned it to my neurologist the neurologist said that Diamox is for brain swelling, and gave me Verapamil instead. Apparently Verapamil is good for neurologic migraines.

Gammagard 5 (almost sounds like a band name)

I had my fifth Gammagard infusion yesterday. It went pretty well, and there was no vomiting this time. We got off to a late start with it, and so the infusion didn't start 'til 6:00 PM, then I spaced out on changing the syringe halfway through, and so the infusion didn't end until 2:00 AM. I think I need to set a timer for changing it.

I took my benadryl at the very start of the infusion. That's the best way that I can insure that my brain won't be foggy when I'm setting everything up. I'm a small person, and 50mg of benadryl is mentally overwhelming for me. I have a hard time following a plot on a tv show on 50mg of benadryl, let alone giving myself an infusion!

This time though, my boyfriend put all the needles in me. He's squeamish about needles, but does it to make it easier for me. I very much appreciate it, as it relieves a lot of my stress.

I had some breathing trouble during the infusion, but it was very slight and I took my rescue inhaler at the start and every 4 hours during until I went to bed. I also took another 2 benadryl and 2 tylenol 4 hours into it.

Today I feel weak and tired, but after 4 benadryl yesterday, I'm really not surprised by that. I'm continuing to hydrate well, and don't have much pain other than waking up with a headache that more tylenol seemed to help. I've pretty much spent the day in bed.

I'm continuing to hope that my infusions will get better and easier and I'll start needing less medication during them.