My June '11 Appointment with the Immunologist

In June of 2011 I had an appointment with my immunologist. After much discussion, we decided to stop my IVIG infusions (at least temporarily) due to the fact that they were so negatively impacting my quality of life. Even after switching to Gammagard S/D as a weekly sub-Q treatment, I would still lose 2 days every week recuperating from my infusions. I was working full-time and switched my schedule to 10-hr days so I could have every Friday off to accommodate my 8-hr infusions. Every Saturday was spent in bed recuperating, and by Sunday I'd be able to walk around and have a less-intense headache than Saturday...basically every weekend sucked. To make matters worse, in order to keep the side effects minimal, I was on oral steroids the day of my infusion and the day after, and those steroids significantly impacted my mood and many aspects of my life. All-in-all, I was pretty miserable and often thought that I couldn't face a lifetime of infusions every week.

So we stopped the infusions and my Dr put me on daily prophylactic antibiotics. I now take 250 mg of Ceftin every day. It seems to work as well as the infusions at preventing infections. I'm getting sick at the same rate (about once a month), and when I'm not sick I feel pretty darn good (comparatively). I was afraid that my energy would drop off, but instead it's increased significantly. The combination being off of the Trileptal (which may have caused the CVID) and being off of my infusions also accommodates that nearly-impossible goal that will allow me to find out whether I was born with CVID or whether I had the right genetic makeup for Trileptal to trigger it in me. It will be good to know.

It's Been Awhile...

I haven't added anything here for a long time, and for that I apologize. I guess I've been kind of scared about my treatments and got down in the dumps over it. Things have improved tremendously though, so I think it's about time I posted an update.

I kept having a lot of bad reactions to my treatments and my doctors kept telling me that if I didn't improve, they would have to take me off of all IgG therapy and put me on prophylactic antibiotics. What scared me about that is that I already have significant lung damage from all the infections I've had over the years and prophylactic antibiotics are less effective at treating CVID than IgG therapy. In addition, I tend to develop allergies to antibiotics quickly, and there are already many that I can't take either because they quit working for me, or I suddenly developed an allergy to them. I think we've finally come up with a solution that is working though, and my infusions have been going much better with fewer side effects.

I now take 20 mg of Prednisone the day of my treatment (an hour or so before I start it), and then another 20 mg of Prednisone the day after my treatment. If I take that and make sure to hydrate well, I tend to not have many reactions, and those that I do have are minor. The only exception to that seems to be if I forget to take my second Prednisone, then about 24 hours after the treatment I will start having trouble breathing.

The good news though is that I'm recovering more quickly from my infusions too. It used to be that I would feel exhausted and sick for the whole week between infusions, but now I feel weak the day after my treatment, but by the second day after, I feel pretty good! I've actually started looking forward to my infusions because I know they will help me feel better!

Today I forgot to take my second Prednisone, and so I'm having breathing trouble now. I was trying to figure out what was causing the chest tightness, then suddenly realized I hadn't taken the other pill. I need to make sure I put it in my pill container for the next day.

Infusion #10 Gammagard S/D

I did my 10th SubQ infusion with Gammagard S/D on Friday, and it was probably my best infusion to date! I'd spoken with the pharmacist at Accredo before I did my infusion, and she confirmed that the leaking during the previous infusion was likely caused by the cuts around the needle sites, so I decided to try the 6mm needles once more. I did the entire infusion myself and everything went very smoothly. No anxiety, no vomiting, no problems whatsoever! 

The next day I took only 10mg of Prednisone (as opposed to the 20 that I'd been taking previously) and I thought I was doing well, but then nearly 24 hours after the end of the infusion I suddenly started having severe breathing trouble. I took the additional 10mg and my inhalers. I had intermittent breathing trouble the rest of the weekend, so I don't think I'll experiment with that again any time soon.

The Prednisone does seem to be causing a lot of side effects with me that are very difficult to deal with. The worst of them is depression and anxiety. I'm really having a hard time dealing with my mood swings, and I'm very cranky. I Googled vitamin deficiencies caused by Prednisone, and found out that it causes a vitamin B-12 deficiency, so I'm going to increase my daily dose of B-12. I sincerely hope that it helps me deal with the emotional/mental toll that Prednisone takes on me. If you're interested in seeing what I found out about the effects of Prednisone, here's a link: http://www.copd-international.com/library/corticosteroids.htm

Ninth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion yesterday at my boyfriend's house. I wanted to do it early so that I would be able to have a glass of champagne on New Year's Eve. I found out the rough way that if I have alcohol within a day of my infusion that it will make me feel truly awful due to the dehydration that it causes.

I noticed that I was feeling a bit dizzy and anxious when we were getting ready to do the infusion, so I asked him if he felt comfortable doing the infusion if I were a bit dopey on Benadryl. I had been feeling sick and tired for the previous 2 days, and, as usual, there are too many variables to really know what was going on. I may be fighting off an illness. I noticed that I never had the anxiety issues with the Benadryl in my system and that it would calm me. I only took one so that I would still be able to coach him as needed. He was wonderful, and did all of the needles for me. Some of the needles hurt due to the Gammagard having gotten into them, but it didn't phase me. I took the 2nd Benadryl after the infusion had started and took all the regular premeds at the appropriate times. I had to take my rescue inhaler periodically during the infusion, and more Tylenol (as I had a headache that wouldn't go away, but didn't take more Benadryl. The infusion took about 7.5 hours with me closely monitoring the pump to change the syringes.

Benadryl (AKA Diphenhydramine)

Tylenol

This was the first time I used the 6mm needles in my thighs, and at first I was excited because it seemed to be so much more comfortable than the 9mm needles. I stayed awake throughout the infusion and didn't put any serious pressure on any of the needles, but about halfway through my infusion one of the sites started stinging severely. I asked my boyfriend to look at it and he noticed that the Tegaderm was lifting around the needle, and when I got to where I could sit down and look at it in good light I saw that the site was actually leaking. I tried putting a pressure bandage over the needle to stop the leaking, and it seemed to work at first, but then it started up again. I had to clamp that needle off and finish the infusion in 4 sites.

Today the sites still look white and swollen (which is unusual for my thighs), and I've come to the conclusion that I need to go back to the 9mm needles. I think that the extra stinging is due to the fact that the Gammagard wasn't getting into the fat layer but was going in between layers of my skin. With the 9mm needles I would have leaking after an infusion, but never had leaking during an infusion. I'm glad that Accredo let me try the 6mm needles without taking the 9mm needles off of my order.

I took my second Prednisone this morning and have had some irritability and gloomy thoughts today, but I seem to be breathing well and feeling relatively well. I still don't know whether I'm getting sick or not. I sincerely hope not.

Eighth Gammagard S/D Infusion

I had my infusion today, and overall it went pretty smoothly. I tried new areas and shorter needles today, and 1 site leaked during the infusion. I also vomited again before starting the infusion and I'm starting to think that's due to a combination of migraine with mild nausea, PMS and a reaction to the first needle hurting and maybe a bit of anxiety just to make things fun. Both times that I vomited were about 5 minutes or less after having the first needle was put in and it hurting. I don't know why that would be a factor, I mean, I don't faint or throw up when I get my blood drawn or IVs, so why should this be different? I also don't vomit every time a needle hurts. It doesn't make sense that it's just anxiety, but perhaps a combination of all of the above just makes a bad mix. I've also started hydrating with 50% Gatorade and 50% smart water in case the Gatorade has been contributing to my nausea.

I had to put the needles in a place other than my thighs today because I have a rash all over them from last Friday's infusion. This time I chose the love-handle area and my lower back. I couldn't see to put the needles in so my mom had to do most of them. I took a nap and laid on some of the needles (they didn't hurt since they're the 6mm ones) and the one with the most pressure leaked onto my sheets. I have what looks like a water stain on my sheets and I hope it will wash out. I finally just clamped off that one site for most of the infusion since it wouldn't stop leaking. None of the other sites leaked. Although none of the needles were in my stomach area, my belly still bloated from the infusion. The needle sites aren't painful now, but I'll have to see how they are tomorrow. I hope the rash on my legs goes away soon because I really prefer my thighs....I wonder how the calves would be?

I'm doing pretty well. My pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg of prednisone when I first eat tomorrow rather than tonight, so that might prevent the back-lash reaction that I seem to get the day after my infusion. I'm going to give that a shot...she also said I could try 10 tomorrow and 10 the next day...we'll see how tomorrow goes.

Update...
Thursday, 12/30/10

I didn't have any bad reactions the next day, and I've come to the conclusion that the pharmacist was right about the Prednisone causing a backlash reaction. The Prednisone affects my mood and makes me irritable, but it's better than migraines, breathing trouble, and rashes. I felt pretty good during the week and was able to have a nice Christmas. I think we are finally on the right track! :D

Bad Reaction...but to what?

I did my infusion yesterday and finished about 11:00 PM. Today I felt ok other than exhaustion and a headache...until about 2 hours ago (8:00) PM. Suddenly I started swelling all over my body and having breathing trouble. I'm afraid it's from the treatment, but hoping it was just a food reaction rather than to the treatment. I took 2 Benadryl and my breathing has improved somewhat, but I'm still swollen enough that my fingers feel stiff, and still a bit short of breath. I know I probably should do the epi-pen and 911 thing, but I'm afraid that the epi-pen will trigger seizures. I keep monitoring my breathing with my peak flow meter and even with the feeling of shortness of breath, I'm blowing over 400 on it (which is good). My tongue isn't swollen either.

I didn't eat anything that unusual today, except some home-made oatmeal/coconut/chocolate cookies that my mom put some milk in. I'm allergic to milk, but have never had this kind of reaction to it before. That was the most recent thing that I ate before the reaction, and the reaction came on very suddenly. I also had some spaghetti with fresh basil on it from my mom's plant, and while that's not something I have all the time, it's still frequent enough that I didn't think twice about it. I had that about an hour before I noticed the reaction.

The only other time I've had a reaction like this to something was to shellfish, and it was similar except this time I don't feel like my tongue's swollen. I'm wondering whether there's shellfish in the cat food.

Will post more later...

False Alarm?

Sunday, 11/19/10 2:00 PM

So...I ended up not going to the hospital, but took an additional 2 Benadryl and was finally able to sleep despite the fact that I was really scared. I feel a lot better this morning, and I realized that the Prednisone could have made me puffy instead of it having been an anaphylactic-type reaction. I know, I'm an idiot for not going to the hospital because they could have at least confirmed whether it was anaphylaxis or not, but I was afraid to go because I was scared I'd catch something. Silly huh?

I took my blood pressure when I was going through all of that and it was 140/89 which is very high for me, but it made me more comfortable to sleep because one of the danger signs of anaphylaxis is low blood pressure in addition to the other signs. It made me realize that maybe something else was going on and I calmed down. This morning I asked my mom whether I'd been puffy earlier in the day before I went to get her and she said my face was definitely puffy. That's another reason I think it was the prednisone. Also, I never felt like my throat or my tongue were swollen, and I think the prednisone explains that. 

I feel like a fool for getting so scared and putting my mom through hours of worry, but it was scary and I've had the swelling thing before with my tongue and throat swollen from an allergic reaction. I should have remembered that prednisone makes my face look puffy too though and calmed down when I realized my tongue and throat weren't swollen.

I do have a rash where the Tagaderm patches were, and that's something new. I took picture to show the doctors if they want to see them. 

So confusing...too many variables...

Update...

Monday, 12/20/2010 10:00 AM

I tried to call my doctor but they are out of the office until January...I guess that's the drawback of a teaching hospital. When I couldn't reach anyone there I called Accredo and spoke to both the head nurse and the pharmacist. They were both of the opinion that it probably was the prednisone causing the swelling because I didn't have a swollen throat or tongue. The pharmacist suggested that I take 20 mg the day of my infusion and then try either taking 10 mg the next day and 10 the day after that, or 20 the day of and 20 the next day. She said she's noticed a pattern to me having breathing trouble about 24 hours after the infusion and believes it to be a backlash reaction from the prednisone suppressing everything. She said missing a few weeks of my infusion wouldn't kill me if I'd rather wait to talk to my doctor. I truly think that's what it was though. 

7th Gammagard Infusion...An Odd...One

So I had my 7th infusion today and something very odd happened. After the needles had been in for about an hour I noticed blood under the adhesive. It wasn't a lot, but enough to soak all the way out and stain my clothes after about 10 minutes. I called my nurse to find out what to do as I'd never encountered that before. I did check the sites before starting the infusion so I knew that it wasn't in a vein.

My nurse told me to clamp off the tube and apply pressure to the site (which freaked me out a bit since that seems that it would mean pushing the needle in even further). I applied pressure directly next to the needle and after about another 20 minutes or so I could tell that the blood was starting to coagulate and look darker, I'm not sure when the bleeding actually stopped though. After about 30 minutes I unclamped the tube again and let it run.

During the infusion I had more shortness of breath and tight-chested feeling than I did the previous time. I took my inhaler a lot, and ended up getting the jitters. This time I'd taken 20mg of Prednisone and 2 extra strength Tylenol ahead of time, but forgot to take the 50mg of Benadryl until the infusion had been going for at least 30 minutes. I forgot to take my inhaler for about an hour.

This infusion only took 6.5 hours because I made a point of paying attention to the syringe-change time. I wish I'd noted the correct time in my log so I'd know exactly how long it took, but I was very tired today (I've had trouble sleeping since Monday night), and I just absentmindedly jotted down 4:00 PM, but it may have been as late as 4:15.

I took another 2 Tylenol about 3.5 hours into the infusion, as I felt a headache trying to start. I took another 2 Benadryl at about 11:30 (after the infusion), and I'd taken the 2nd prednisone around 9:00. The prednisone is kind of touchy, as I need to take it with food, but I'm supposed to take it 1 hour before and one hour after. Instead I take it with lunch (or whatever meal I have as I'm getting things set up), then if dinner seems too close to the start time, I have a good-sized snack later. Tonight I had 2 snacks: a bowl of uncooked oatmeal with chocolate milk (yummy...you should try it), and some leftover spaghetti about 3 hours later. It's abnormal for me to get that hungry that soon after eating something substantial, so I think the prednisone is increasing my appetite. 

The infusion ended at about 10:30 PM, and it's now nearly 3:30 AM. I'm tired and I hope that I'll be able to sleep through the night. That's doubtful though since I drank over 100 Oz of fluids today and will probably wake up for the bathroom a lot.